Screams are all I hear as I sit on my bedroom floor.
and I don't understand why.
Is this all my fault?
Am I the cause of this?
Why am I still here I need to run!
But I'm frozen and I can't move from this spot.
so why?
Why am I not able to move?
I know I don't half to stay, I'm not bound to this.
But why do I chose to stay?
It hurts.
It's painful.
And yet I always find some logical reason to not leave.
My heart is always heavy and my body is always tired.
I'm sick of this!
Cry, Yell, and Bleed is all I could do.
WHY!
Until someone grabbed my shoulders and smacked me did I understand.
The hug of a friend. No a TRUE friend is what I needed.
My past will never leave me alone, but true friends never leave either.
So I say thank you to those people.
They saved me from my self.
They did something no amount of help could do.
and for the person reading my words remember this,
everyone has issues but sometimes it takes a friend to cry on to take it away.
Even if only for a moment.
thats a really good poem!!!!!!!!!! :)
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